LOUDER THAN PRAYERS FOR LOVE
So I don’t have this mix. I have this cover left over from it in the resource files on my computer but the actual *file* of it, I cannot find. I have been going though all the mix CDs and blank CDs in my basement for this project to try to uncover this one, but I have not found it. I remember it being a decent mix too…. “Vontinka” if you are out there, I recall this was your favorite.
I made it when my podcast was flying high and I was getting mixes and stories out like clockwork. I made this one about 2 months before my longtime parter of 6 years and I were going to break-up… precipitated, somewhat, by this very mix. I recall that “Vontinka” and I were growing quite close and she is, and remains, one of the most attractive people I have ever met. This drove my current partner to yet one more round of jealousy-driven isolationism.
The already potent desperation and loneliness that I already felt, was very much the undercurrent for this mix. A later visitor, a Miss “Tana Karo”, would come along the month this was released and this mix would accompany me on my travels that month where my lust was so pervasive I literally had trouble driving. I’m actually Impressed that I managed to press the “post” button to get this out while she was in town. Spending such intimate time with someone had my head clouded with comfort.
This mix turned out to be the death knells of a during relationship that really did need to die. If anyone out there has this. I would love to have a copy.